Wondering about things in general. I just took a Pregnancy Test. It was in the cupboard. It was close to expiring. I am on the pill, there is really no way I am, but you know... how freaky would that be? LIke DUDE!
We are off to Queenstown on Thursday to holiday and catch up with family. It's all very exciting. I have new things to wear, and this makes me happier that I would have thought it could. This whole weight loss, getting skinny thing is cool and odd. I have in the past not really been one for shopping, or for dressing up... have been rather content to simply fade into the wallpaper and be done with it.
But ... I find I have more ... confidence? I am still the same old me, not really different on the inside, but perhaps more ready to let the world know about it.
Acheivements this week:
1. THE IRONING PILE: (tick) all the ironing is done!
2. FINALLY managed to break the 5km barrier. Ran 5.1kms tonight in 42 minutes.
3. HEELS... i have 2 pairs of new shoes, both of which are heels, and I LOVE them.
Thoughts: Well the DOS, his wife was diagnosed with Melanoma just smack bang before xmas. She passed away yesterday morning. How is that for nuts? I simply can't imagine how you would get through something like that? I think of how much I love Matt, and I think of loosing him, and it brings me to tears, just the thought.
So, a sobering thought, but life is precious.
It is a gift, it's a struggle, it is joy, laughter, tears, sorroe, pain, strife, happiness, satisfaction... it is in God's hands. He gives and takes in the same breath, but never lightly and not without purpose, and always with love. Always with love.
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